Samas aga lohutasin end sellega, et kuna ma elan nagunii peaaegu maailma lõpus kui nii öelda saab, siis selle mittemeeldimise korral ma lihtsalt ei pea pikka aega välja minema.
Pühapäeva öösel lõikas Anna mul kõik juuksed maha. Ja ma hakkasin endale veelgi rohkem meeldima.
Ja mulle kohutavalt meeldib enda uus soeng. Lihtsalt imeline!
Olen kohutavalt rahul. Hea, et ma alla ei andnud.
Ikka ja jälle vaatan peeglisse ning imestan, et selline naine mulle sealt vastu vaatab. Ilmselt kulub selleks pisut aega :)
Niiet vaadate ja imestage või kritiseerige. :)
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I took my courage and made my dream come true.
I have never had the real courage to do it. This Saturday when we went to see the santas i saw a girl who had this kind of haircut and i didnt give it a second thought but told Anna i wanted to have the same kind. She told me i would look cool with it. :) At the same time i was very frightened because of the thought what if i didnt like it and there will be no way back.
At the same time again, i told myself that now is like a perfect time to do it because i live like in the middle of nowhere and if i didnt want anybody to see it i just wouldn't go out. ON Sunday night Anna cut off my hair. And i started liking myself even more. I started loving myself again. Fell totally in love with new me :)
I am soooo soo satisfied. I never expected it to start liking it soo much. I am glad i didn't give up the thought.
Every once and a while when i look at the mirror and see the strange woman looking at me i am wondering who she is. It will take a bit of time to get used to myself again. :)
So here it is. Take a look or judge. :)
Enne
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